Reflections 4/14/2020: Well, I’ve gone to the Dark Side! Gave up my quest to find a pharmaceutical that actually subdues my cancer nausea, and entered the world of medical marijuana! AND IT WORKS!!! (Go figure!) Nausea, abdominal cramping and belly swelling GONE… well 93.89% gone! And nothing else even cut it by 30%! I have never smoked ANYTHING in my life, and don’t have to start now. A convenient pill does the trick. Can’t say I‘ve felt even the slightest bit of a buzz, but the belly has buzzed with relief! (Thank You Jesus!) Ed is stocking the house with munchies and has renamed me his “Fuzzy (as in baby fuzz bald head) Stoner!” I hate to say it, but your prayers for relief have brought me to this “imbibing” place! Now you have to thank God for the miracle of marijuana! (Maybe a first for you… it sure is for me!) Having watched my first boyfriend in high school get carried away with pot consumption, turn into a surfer/stoner and eventually move to Italy to join the followers of the Maharishi Mahesh Yogi, I’ve never been a fan of the green, ferny stuff. So it is ironic that I am at this place now! God, You DO have a sense of humor! Now where did Ed hide those brownies?!