Reflections 11/7/2020: Boy do I need some “He makes me lie down in green pastures” time with You Lord! Shut out the craziness of the world and just let every cell in my body melt into the velvet of Your soothing grasses. Brain clocking out. Adrenalin shutting down. Defenses sent packing! Tapping out for You to take the stage. Ahhhhh… relief! I knew this was always an option for these last few days, but the physiological “red alert” rushes have been so virulent that I couldn’t seem to find my way to Your “verdant pastures.” Soft. Cool. Refreshing. Restoring. You are in control… I am not! I think my bones have evaporated. I am a limp lump of wool in Your comforting Presence. And I like it! Dead weight dependence on You, not me! “On the lamb” from life. Not forever, but for this moment! Not a baaaa’d thing!