Reflections 5/24/2020: Eevee and I comparing hysterectomy scars! She has been a trooper through her recent spaying and we are sisters in neuterhood now! Weird to think that my internal female organs are gone! Kaput! MIA! Not that it makes any hormonal difference for me, given my previous passage through menopause, but still… a sterile reality! That, coupled with the hacking off of my feminine, big hair on my head could really trigger some gender confusion! BALD and NEUTERED! Brutal blows to my female identity.  Lord, I am thankful for how deeply You have infused Your view of me in my staggering self-image. Your daughter! Princess to the King of Kings! Ambassador entrusted with representing Your Kingdom! Full-fledged citizen of Heaven! Sterile but still reproductive! I can live with that! Ovaries are over-rated anyway! Long live neutered Eevee and Lynette!