Reflections 3/30/2020: As a closet introvert, this quarantine is not a big stretch for me. Kinda life as I like it anyway. EXCEPT for the hugging fixes I have grown to adore from my special need friends! Human physical contact withdrawals have my body going through DT’s for tactile touch! These are a few of my favorite drug/hug pushers in my life! Addicted? Definitely!!! They often attack me from behind but I can tell who it is by the intensity of the squeeze, the scrawniness of their arms, and some other unknown quotient I can’t explain! Man do I miss it/them! Ed’s 6 foot distance is taking its toll too! Since he is the Mercury messenger to do the food gathering at the local food troughs, we have been careful with his potential to bring something else home as well. (Especially given my peculiar propensity to make this chemo journey as complicated as possible!) He is my hero hugger. Miss him😔! So God, despite the fact that You are invisible to me, wrap Your promise-filled arms around me and pull me close to You for a hug that fills the deepest void in my soul. A hug-less world is a temporary reality. I can survive it!