Reflections 1/19/21: I awoke this morning singing, 🎶 “I see the Lord, seated on His throne, exalted!” 🎶 Not sure where that come from but along with it came a COMPLETE freedom from any worry about starting chemo again this week! Shucked it all right off during the night! Has to be a God-thing since all my sophisticated psychological maneuvers to come to grips with it barely scratched off the surface of my anxiety. Now I feel like an avid jumping horse who just entered the ring, chomping at the bit to get at those jumps! Weird! But thank You God!! (And all you prayer warriors!!!) But I must be careful with this new care-free-ness… Ed is not quite there yet. This picture embodies how insensitive I can be with my new-found freedom and passion to worship You, God. Sooo bless Ed’s heart with this same release so he finds his hands raised in thankful worship alongside of me! WOW! I can breathe again… HALLELUJAH!!!