Reflections 8/5/2020: As I am actively demanding my life back, it feels a little like peeling off the outer layers of an onion. Had a cat scan yesterday to identify any remaining cancer cells, to help me decide about further chemo meds. Tomorrow is an ultrasound to determine if the chemo-induced blog clot has dissolved enough to dump the (damn) blood thinner med, and rid myself of geyser-gushing bleeding. I hope to jettison the anti-acid drugs that I suspect were needed because of the marauding cancer tumors oppressing my digestive track. And the gabapentin med that kept the pain receptors dumbed down has gotta go! Anti-nausea drugs begone too! Travel light Lynette! Unlike peeling an onion, I won’t cry to see these layers go bye bye! My knee is still not cooperating (even tweaked it more, optimistically trying to climb into my biking shorts!🤓) but the impending knee replacement will just have to wait. First things first. Will even launch my old upper body workout (since my lower body is incapacitated) on my Total Gym today, that I had to give up due to sore core muscles aggravating the nausea even more. HOORAY! Taking back lost ground! Take THAT you bastard cancer! God help me, (literally), in this reclaiming the “Occupy Lynette” territory that this cancer coup has terrorized for too long!