Reflections 1/29/21: Brain dead… no rumblings in the gray matter… hopefully a temporary ailment. This chemo is a whole new ballgame. Feels like something wrest me from my body and I am viewing it from a distance. But unfortunately not separated from the aches, pains and nausea. I am having to come up with whole new strategies for outsmarting it! It is only Day 3, so I must avoid extrapolating this state of being to my full regimen. Things change. Bodies adapt. Life finds a way. Again Lynette… take it one day, (maybe even hour) at a time. I am determined to do my sunrise walk with Roo today, so give me grace to at least accomplish that, Lord. In the meantime I will be singing, 🎶 “I need Thee, O I need Thee. Every hour I need Thee. O bless me now my Savior I come to Thee.” 🎶